After posting the first message I already feel better. I just needed to get that out. I think I hold too much in. Now I am smiling thinking of my daughter rather than feeling the pain. She is a beautiful angel and I take comfort in that. The selfish part of me still wants her here next to me. I guess I need to talk more. A portion of me thinks that people are tired of hearing about it. Maybe that is just my paranoid side. I don't know. I am still new at this and many things that shape me these days are all trial and error.
It is going to be a gorgeous day out so I need to get out in the sunshine and enjoy the warmth of the day.
She's sending sunshine down to you to warm your heart and soul! Love you!
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